solarelementel346

Well Senior year has officially begun, I mean technically it started about a week ago but I wasn't able to write this down until now 'cause this Senior year is already starting to be very busy. Thanks to all of my friends for helping on making my summer vacation a very enjoyable one that was even better than last year and helping me through very rough times, you all know who you are. ^^

Unfortunately with Senior Year now being a thing, I won't be around anywhere online as much but I will try to make an effort to be on as much as possible. Want to get off of all these hiatuses, but excuse me if I disappear every now and then, life and responsibilities are becoming more apparent in my face as time passes. Sorry about this little inconvenience but it be a thing unfortunately. Anyway, I just wanted to bring that to attention since I'll be away more often, take care everybody.

Sheesh, haven't made one of these in awhile.  

Hey guys, hope everything is going well for all of you. About 3 weeks ago I finished my junior year in high school and my friends sure weren't kidding saying that it was going to be my most hardest year of high school. However, it was for all the wrong reasons. Lots of thought provoking, confusing, hating myself, and emotional moments happened throughout my junior year that made it hard for me to concentrate on my schooling and I barely made it through, among many other things. Reason why I haven't spoken much until now is because I'm still dealing with dark days, It's stuff I would prefer not to go too much into detail about. But now I'm just trying to force myself through this feeling of worthlessness, self hatred, and confusion so I don't just sit here and not do anything productive because I want to believe I can prove myself to have some worth. Or at least find it. I want to find it in time so I can save what I have and be able to do what I truly want to do in life, which is making 3D models and eventually making 3D animations in Poser Pro to animate my stories. I know that's a very big long shot, since I'm no Monty Oum or Shane Newville in terms of animation, but I'm willing to work hard for long periods of time to at least get close to that once I get the chance to start animating when I get Poser for my 18th birthday. So from now on I'll do my best to keep pushing on through, keep working hard, and be responsive no matter how much I'm hurting.

Again, I'm very sorry for not being active much but that's what depression does to you I guess. Anyway, that's all I wanted to say, only got half of summer vacation left so might as well try my best to enjoy it by working on my dream and interacting with you guys. Only one more year left now with high school, time sure flies.

Tagged by Sorry about this being very late been dealing with a lot of stressful stuff. Plus had trouble thinking of things I haven't stated for Solar in his Bio.

Rules:
1. Post the Rules
2. Post 8 facts about your character
3. Tag 8 other characters
4. Post their names along with their creator avatar

Character Requested: Solar

Facts:
1. Solar is far into being 13, he's close to being 14 so already his emotions are starting to heighten because of it. But considering how no one seems to age in Sonic's world, Solar will always remain 13 of course.
2. Since Solar was born as a fire elemental, his preferred element to use is fire and it's the element he is most skilled with. Also side note: His shield symbol and arms are all skin because that's how fire woodland elemental are born, with their arms not having any fur and there symbol being a part of their skin. Other symbols for other elements are usually just markings like stripes and such. However if a woodland elemental who isn't born as a fire elemental learns the fire element then it is just a marking on their fur like the other markings. (lol sorry that be very convoluted but I'm honestly wanting to make the elements my characters are born in affect their appearance.)
3. Solar still maintains a sort of youthful and child-like curiosity even after what happened to him, with him being far into 13, he still keeps some of his personality and attitude he had when he was 12. Although of course he is still mature for his age.
4. If I gave Solar a theme song it would be this.   [link]      I think it fits best with the grand scheme of his character that I have for him along with the fact I'm thinking of making my characters have instrumental only themes.
5. Even with Solar's young age, he's very experienced with combat and taking physical pain. Reason for this is society on his planet was very different to where Elementals could become warriors if they wanted to at the age of 7. Solar chose to to get in the scene of combat around that age because of being inspired by his brother. However when the unfortunate incident happened to where he became the 2nd legendary elemental at the age of 8, he had no choice but to keep fighting on and going on dangerous journeys.
6. Solar's weakness to Chaos Energy comes from his energy wavelength being very different because of how his planet was, this also means all Elementals are weak to chaos energy and the energy is able to neutralize Elemental energy provided from the elemental crystals.
7. Solar is my first FC I've ever created and he's been in development for almost 6 years along with the story surrounding him and my cast of characters. There have been A LOT of ideas that I'm glad I dropped before I made them official haha. Still now developing the general story Solar and my cast of characters go through with themselves and the official Sonic cast to this day.
8. One of the key traits I give Solar with his character is that I make him sort of the underdog type, he takes a lot of hits and may not hit back as strong but still finds some sort of way to rise back up after countless amounts of effort and determination to be successful even in the slightest. (Now I ain't saying he always wins or is always successful, I'm not making him overpowered, the point of him being an underdog is to show how much he's willing to keep going to try to succeed.)

OK now since that is done... Time to tag someone... I tag..... Nobody. XD I don't really want to tag anyone mostly because I can't really think of anyone to tag lol
This was kinda fun though!

I'm really sorry for being away yesterday. I just needed time to mourn. I still do. So I'll be away for awhile. But yes, it has been done. Harley has been put to rest. It was so hard watching it happen. When my mother came to pick me up, I didn't want to move. I didn't want to get up and get in the car. I didn't want to have it happen. But I had no choice. I had to say goodbye. It was just so hard. My sister tried to remain strong throughout the whole ride. And once we got there, and got in the room, I hugged Harley one last time... Then me and my father left the room. I couldn't stand to see him be put down and the life being drained from his eyes. I just waited... Eventually my mom walked out crying and went outside, then my sister came out still trying to remain strong. I walked up and hugged her. Then that's when she just couldn't hold the tears in anymore. I tried to remain strong for her... But we all knew that we were all heartbroken over this. We knew that our lives wouldn't be the same without him... The car ride back home was heart wrenching. Not a single word was said by any of us. And now we're home.... The house feels so empty... And our other dog, Piper, is already wondering why everyone is crying.... Harley was family to us...  I remember that we've had Harley ever since I was 1 year old. We had him for 16 years... He's lived a long and great life with us... He has toughed out so many situations where I thought we would lose him... But he always held on for us. He never cried, he always just wanted to be with us.... I'm going to miss him... I remember back in middle school, every day I got off the bus at the bus stop and went home, he would always be there out in our driveway just laying in the sun. And I would always bring him in. We never really minded having him out front, because he always came back and just waited for one of us to open up the door to the house, or for me to come along and let him in. He never really had any bad qualities at all. He was pretty much the best dog anyone could ask for. Was protective of us, always let us care for him, listened to what we told him, gave us love, and was always the nicest dog to anyone he met. The only faulty thing he had was he was a little overly defensive of his food if our other dog got near his. But that was it. Funny thing is my sister taught him a trick where he would give us a high five. Just held our hand out to him and he would lift his paw and put it on our open hand for a second. He was pretty much a part of our family. And it's always hard to lose family... Tell those that are closest to you how much you care about them. Whether it be your family, your closest friends, and of course your pets. Let them know that they mean the world to you. Let them know that you truly value them. Because they are the ones that always light up our life and make it easier, and we never know when the last time we'll see them will be. So value them every day and don't take a single experience for granted. Harley, I already miss you so much. We all do. Especially my sister. You were always her dog. It's never gonna be the same without you. This house feels so empty now, and Piper is already wondering where you are. It hurts so much to just see him trying to find his buddy. But I'm slightly comforted with the fact that this isn't truly goodbye. Because I know when my time comes in the very very far future of my life, like my 70s or 80s, I'll be able to see you again. Along with everyone else. All I hope is that God will let me in when my time comes. Until then, take care, Har. You've lived a long and prosperous life, and we'll always love you.

Rest In Peace, Harley.

So.... Came into my mothers car after school like any other normal school day... Then the first thing I see is my mom in tears, and then she tells me that we need to put our dog, Harley, down.... My world is now just upside down and twisted.... Telling me that when they brought him to the vet today, the tumor he had 6 months ago ended up growing, so the medicine we gave him didn't help, and now his heart is too big for his blood to pump right.... And the worst part.... When I came into the house once I got home, the first thing I saw was Harley. He was just sitting there looking up at me once I walked in.... Like nothing was wrong. Like he was all fine... I almost broke out into tears.... He has been with my ever since I was 1 year old. So he's been going on for 16 years.... Heh. Which is a great feat because he's a french bulldog and it's rare for them to live that long at all. Guess it shows how much he has cared about us and has tried to hold on... And now we're putting him down tomorrow... I don't even know how I'm gonna concentrate in school tomorrow. Because we're putting him down once me and my sister get out of school. Feeling each class go by... Meaning me getting closer and closer to seeing him go away.... And Oh god my sister... She's gonna be shattered... She's the closest to him and he means the world to her.... She's the main reason why he has held on for so long... She always brings him so much joy.... I just.... I don't know how to feel... I felt this coming for awhile but it still isn't easy. It's not easy at all. Feeling time pass as I write this, I can feel the moment coming closer and closer... And I want it to stop. I don't want it to come. I want it to stop so much. I would give anything to not make it happen. But me and my family of course don't want him suffering. He has been having trouble breathing and has coughed a lot lately so we don't want him to be like that anymore... Tomorrow is gonna be one of the worst... I just wanted to let you guys know since I'm gonna be away for awhile after tomorrow... Wish me and my Family luck tomorrow.... Losing our first dog.... This is gonna be one of the hardest moments of my life...